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Friday, May 11th, 2007
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9:28 pm - SHIET!
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shit gurl..
didn't know that this is still existing. shit.
i can't explain what i feel.. haha. saya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Saturday, September 30th, 2006
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5:05 pm - hei.. im back. =)
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so, how's my livejournal account doing?
i see its been wasted. yeah, more like abondoned. hehe.
i kinda got keyed up with friendster and i lost time to update this account.
what's going on with my life lately? i think, its becoming useless.. not that i've been struck by the typhoon. but lately, i can say.. there are some stuffs that i've been doing, which are not that helpful to me nor to my family. i've been wasting the opportunity i grabbed at school. i might end up being kicked out in that school if i get a grade of 2.75.. oh shiet.
so what else? aside from losing the opportunity to continue my studies at that school..
uhh, finals is supposed to be on monday. but due to that typhoon milenyo, i guess they'll just have to move it 'till next week. fyi, i didn't have classes this morning, which i should've had. but i received a message stating that our typhoon was somehow affected by that typhoon. thus, classes are suspended for the weekend. and even the offices are close.
im putting on some weight. screw that. it has always been my problem. can't resolve it!
so, i guess i hafta go.. good bye to u.
have a nice day. =)
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| Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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10:59 pm - uhuh..
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hei... =(
i'm lost
current mood:  exhausted
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| Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
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6:10 pm - so much for being my friends..
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3 weeks from now, our batch will be graduating. oh shiet, sounds good yet i feel bad. talking genearally, to all my friends honestly, knowing how much im gonna miss whatever it is that they do, the funny stuffs they do which makes everyone laugh, the things we do together, im gonna miss all that. i know it wouldnt be the same ever again in college. yes, its good to be able to finally graduate from highschool. but, a life after highschool is much much more complicated. less true friends. less everything but still there will be positive things. in college, i must focus in studying double than what i do now. things like these make me feel anxious in going to college. but what makes me want to go on, is just the simple fact after college, it will surely be a better life. better life.
enough with those college stuffs. its gonna be months from now pa naman and i dont wanna be so sure about it. baka magkaproblema pa. hehehe. good luck nalang samin.
"friends tell.." its what i thought. but then, there comes a lot of circumstances wherein they fail to do so. but what happens when we keep things from our friends.. no matter how we think of it, still it doesnt do good. i guess. no matter how u try to keep it, thinking that its for the better, it would hurt that certain person still. but since u have a purpose, u have the intention of not wanting that person to be hurt, that's an excemption. halfly.
but still..
my dear friends. u broke my heart. though a year after.
its as if it took my heart out..
but still, thanks.
that now, im still hurt. for there's another broken bottle that's need to be put back together.
another thing: if there's something that's not going on right with the circle of friends, others should be considerate enough to try and work things out for each and everyone...
put that in mind..
goodnight to all.
may this country and so the other countries sleep in tranquility tonight despite all these unpleasant events.
current mood: hungry
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| Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
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11:36 am - A Successful Celebratin of Trinity College of Quezon City's 43rd Founding Anniversary.
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hei.. im here at a computer shop - global is the place.. somewhere in quezon city. dunno where exactly or what the street is.. basta its near welcome rotonda.
im with patrick and his friends.. they are playing d0ta. =c hai..
im so tired.
we had a c.a.t. formation which started at around 6:30 in the morning. we were required to arrive at school early for we would be participating in a long walk na "alay-lakad" for our school's 43rd founding anniversary. all who participated were the high school boys and girls scouts, faculty and staff, the whole c.a.t. battalion, what else? uhh, college students and college faculty and stuff. also, with the brass band and ati-atihan.. we walked from our school, to roces to tomas morato and back to school again. 'twas not that tiring honestly. 'cause we were just walking slowly and having fun. what made me very exhausted is the 6 rounds of jogging we did when we arrived at our high school campus. yeah, only 6 rounds. i remember, last summer training, we could do 15 rounds.. now, just 6.. and i could breath hardly. ahhh.. hungry.
btw, i think i havent told u yet. we have no classes today, also tomorrow for the celebration of our school's 43rd founding anniv.
last night, i attended the Battle of The Bands at school. 'twas okay.. i guess. the crowd was so boring.. most of the people were sitting. they shouldnt have put seats there so the people could jam and slam freely. the contest was divided into 2 divisions - junior and senior. Juniors are those who are aged 12 - 17 and for the seniors.. 18 and up. Patrick was part of that contest. sadly, they were the first who performed. it didn't went well as how he expected it. probably due to the pounding of their hearts. but he was indeed good. SO DAMN G00D ! hehe..
somehow he was disappointed so we just went home early and stayed at home till 10.
okay lang un..
so un nga..
what else is gonna take place?
there are so many activities. the Search for Mr. and Ms. Trinity took place the other night. Ms. Castelo Daza was the one who cut the ribbon for the opening of the exhibit room. there were lecutres yesterday.. booths are everywhere and so are happy people.. young and old, tall and short, thin and stout..
tomorrow will be the different dances from every level, elementary, high school and college.
hehehe.
the celebration is not yet through. it'll be until saturday. i hope it would be 100% succesful. it may not be perfect as the speaker yesterday said for we know that nothing and no one is perfect.. but it is good enough. this should be our mentality. also, those who think, thanks.
hehehe.
have a nice day!
current mood: hungry
current music: much as been said - bamboo
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| Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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3:16 pm - its new year's eve.
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HAVE A B00MING NEW YEAR EVERYONE..
praise G0d for we now have...
another 365 days for the world.. for our continent & for our country..
make this day a very special one and live everyday as if its the last.
happy new year..
god bless.
current mood:  thankful
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| Saturday, December 24th, 2005
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9:50 am - it's christmas eve. =)
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U ALL !!!
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| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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12:53 pm - HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK ! ! !
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its your 19th birthday. kaya nineteen times yang "happy birthday patrick!!!"
hehehe..
i wish the wish u wish to wish for your birthday and so for christmas day. yung sa christmas day, un talaga, agree ako dun. ay nako, syempre. kaw pa. hehehe. love u. mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah. =D
current mood:  amused
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| Monday, December 19th, 2005
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12:38 pm - lucky me.
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things are a lot different now..
since he came into my life and luckily to0k part in my heart wh0lly.. that's something i'm really grateful about..
there are things in my life i didn't expect that would happen. the person i used to ignore is now that special special someone, whom my life is all about. it seems that my world rotates with his.
about me.. i realized, i wrote a glo0my desciption about who i really am at friendster. i guess, its about time to change that. i can't describe how i really feel. i feel so delighted.. so beaming. so happy. so all that because of him.
saya ko. swerte ko.
current mood: grateful
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| Friday, December 16th, 2005
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4:19 pm - lapit na ng pasko mga pare ko. =)
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maraming bagay ang nagbago.. kasama na doon ang pagbabago ng takbo ng buhay ko. inakala kong sa ibang tao ako may gusto. di pala.. kay patrick pala. ang tanga ko talaga.
pero okay lang.. kung di ko ginawa ung mga bagay na un.. di nya siguro mapapatunayan.
dami nyang napatunayan. kaka gulantang. ako'y nagugulumihanan. hehe.
talagang lahat ng bagay ang nangyayari ng may dahilan. kaya't ating pasalamatan ang panginoong walang sawang sumusubaybay at gumagabay. at para sa kabayaran sa Kanyang kabutihan.. tayo'y dumalaw sa Kanyang simbahan. upang i pagdiwang ang kanyang nalalapit na kaarawan..
simbang gabi nanaman. hehe.
malapit na pasko.
maligayang pasko sa inyo. =)
current mood: excited
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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6:53 pm - i dont want this to happen.. ever ever ever again.
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one thing i didn't expect that would happen to me, happened last wednesday, two days ago. at night, right here at this computer shop.
god, i was so shocked that night, didn't expect i'd go hysteric over that fucking snatcher. and i was so afraid. imagine that? i know myself. i used to think that if ever such incident would happen to me, i won't show any fright instead i'd be very brave, courageous and all that. i thought, those people who are frightened by holdapers and snatchers are so weak. now, its clear to me that its really frightening and when u are at that point, u wouldn't be able to control urself. wanna know what happened?
i was doing my homework that night. around 18:00. earlier, i was with patrick, we went at recto to buy my sword for c.a.t. we know recto, anywhere, there are snatchers. but nothing happend to us. i arrived home, to0k a bath then went here. i was reading some sexual immoralities then, trying to minimize it so it wouldn't be lengthy. its our homework for values. then there was a txt from my sister, telling me that patrick called at home. then another txt again, from benjo, telling me to add him in friendster. then another one, asking me if i was with patrick. told him not, for i was with nobody that moment. suddenly, the door opened. then an arm passed in front of me, snatching my cellphone from where it was placed.. front of the keyboard. god, i was so stupid to place it there. although, before the owner of this shop adviced me not to do so for there was an incident where a thief took a mobile from a customer inside this shop. i guess, i was so busy reading that i didnt notic i placed my cell were anybody could get it easily. u know how i reacted? i shouted. then the customers' attention here were caught. hehehe. i didnt know what to do. i went outside, intended to run and chase the BAD GUY, then i remembered, just the night before, my mum txted me, reminding me not to txt at an open area, always take care and to give the cell immediately to a snatcher if in case i'd be facing such. for there is this friend of her's who has a daughter and at this very street, this same street, that girl was stabbed 8 times. 'cause of her cellphone. my god, and with that in my mind, i felt afraid and was stunned and just shouted, "hoi, ibalik mo cell ko! kahit SIM card ko lang! hoi, balik mo sim card ko!" naturally, i didnt get it back. so0n, a man came up to me, asking what was wrong. i told him the story. and he said, "ah, sabi ko na eh, di normal takbo nung taong un." and he was even able to describe the back light of my phone. red daw. afterwards, a man, (said he was a media man), also asked me what was wrong and tried to chase the snatcher, but sadly wasnt able to get it back. i was crying so bad, that i noticed, yeah, naghysterical nga ako. cause the media guy called up someone on his cell, and told the story, then describe as "eto, ung bata, hystercical nga eh". aba.. ayoko nun ah.
at ayun, dad went here. and then we went home. before my dad arrived, it to0k a while, kase pala, he talked to those whom he know na kagawad and asked for their help. so0n, 2 chairmans talked to me. isa sa barangay namin at isa sa barangay dito. ayun.. nahihiya naman ako sa tulong nila. pero i appreciated everything. and as i remember what happened, i still feel afraid but i can laugh na. na trauma nga daw ako. kase pag may mga mabilis na kilos, natutulala ako. hehe. parang tanga.
pero kahit mahuli ung taong un, di ko un papakulong. naaawa naman ako. mag papasko. sana hiningi nalang niya sakin, ibibigay ko naman. basta, iwan lang nya sim card ko. eh hindi eh.. tinakot pa ko. nako naman. buhay talaga.
imagine, that cp was with me for 4 years... =c nakakapanibago.
i txted nga the snatcher eh, told him "merry christmas, please take care of my cell." kaya lang when we tried to call my number, unattended. sayang.
so ayun.. kakatawa noh? kaya kayo, magingat ingat na kayo.
presence of mind!
current mood:  loved
current music: same ground - kitchie nadal
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| Saturday, November 19th, 2005
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10:17 am - im sorry..
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its when u thought u've followed everything he said, 'cause you are his subordinate, and yet, u failed to do so. i never disobeyed him neither did i betray him.. every step he made, im inches behind him, and now that i lost his trust, which took quite a time before i got, with just a snap.. its all gone. i dunno if i can still earn it back. its sure to be hard.
i dunno how long this pain will be in me.. i just hope i can take it before i do something... something i wouldnt want to do.
good thing patrick is there.. to be with me. the friends i expected to be there, werent there. where were they when i needed them most? having fun? i know im not that good of a friend. but i always try the best i can not to hurt someone's feelings and i guess im just bad at it cause its as if, im hurt so much. is it karma? what did i do to experience such!?
good thing my bestfriend was there to hug me.. to comfort me. i feel bad because i kinda ignored him.. well not actually ignored but snobbed.. oh not as well. i just ceased from being to0 close to him because i might cause something unpleasant with his relationship with his girlfriend. and that i thought he changed, and i kept a distance from him.. all that i did, now, life is telling me that i shouldn't have done that. cause he was there when i needed him most and as he was before, still is him now.
mali ako.. sa maraming maraming bagay. sana masabi ko ang side ko. sana pakinggan nya ang mga nasa loob ko. para malaman nya ang mga nais kong ipalam. alam ko na disrespect ko sya bilang corps.
di ko po sinasadya sir corps.
sorry po.. =C
sorry po.. =C
sorry po.. =C
to sir corps.
with the looks on his face that i saw last night, i know i disappointed him.. i badly did.
oh god, help me please.
teach me how to take all these constructively. please.. help me.
thanks C.A.T.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Saturday, November 12th, 2005
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4:30 pm - kamusta ka lj ko!?
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ang tagal kitang hindi binuksan.. buksan mo na lamang ito, ng malaman mo nangyari sa buhay ko sa loob ng mga panahong iyon.
current mood: hungry
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| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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3:48 pm - nakakainis na!
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naiinis na ako sayo.. bakit mo ba ako ginaganito? --- oh diba? kumakanta pa!
di kita mapinta.. di kita maintindihan! nakakainis ka na talaga. para bang wala kang pakeelam. parang wala lang ang lahat sayo. pero di naman un ang sinasabi mo. pero yoon ang pinapakita at pinaparamdam mo? ano ba dapat paniwalaan ko?! ang galing mo namang magsalita.. lahat ng inis ko sayo nawawala pag nakakausap na kita ulit. nagbabago isip ko marinig ko lang boses mo. kahit pa inis na talaga ko sayo.. ewan ko ba! bakit kahit alam kong ang hirap ng ganito, nagtyatyaga parin ako. tama nga ba na ganito ginagawa ko?
ang galing mong magpa-ibig.. di ka naman ata marunong umibig. galing mo!
nakakainis.. kase nagkakaganito ako. nakakainis kase sayo.. nakakainis kase ang layo mo. lahat nakakainis. ewan. pero sayo wala lang. wala lang.
wala lang!!
oh ano? wala lang!
<3ustill.
and screw it.
current mood: disappointed
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| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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12:18 pm - ang dami ko atang gustong i-kwento sayo.
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another week's about to end..
what do i want to become 10 years from now? ever since i became a senior student i've been hearing this question several times and yeah, what DO i want to become ten years from now? truly that it is lengthy, but in that drawn-out years, i surely can make myself someone i never imagined i would be if only i make a change in my not-so-beneficial life.
thursday and friday, we had a "career symposium" held at school. twas fine i guess. 'cause now i have 3 options in which i plan to take up in college. my first choice is of course, tourism, secodly is pharmacy then bussiness administration, actually i like journalism and mascom as well.. i don't know. so make it 5 options. i know i have to take up the course in which what i love to do is there. tourism nga un. so di na dapat pagisipan pa!
i try to get out in math's way. tourism would surely have LESS MATH. :D and i can go all around the world. i might learn diverse languages! :D saya.
yesterday, we went at Philippine Trade Training Center (PTTC) somewhere at Roxas, Pasay City. we were there by 13:00 and since that time, i was roaming around the booths until it was 4pm. getting application forms, free tumblers, ballpens, pin.. and all that stuff that they gave for free was surely a fun thing to do. hehe. the morning went okay. it could've been superb if Kaye Ann, my friend, made it to our presentation. we had this mime thingy that we performed for the program earlier yesterday. we had everything prepared.. the black lights, reflectors, costumes.. all my classmates were there except for Kaye Ann. we were all anxiously waiting for her arrival. she brought another black lights (2 of them). but unfortunately, we didn't had the chance to use those additional lights. 'cause she was sadly, late. because of the fucking rain and flood. flood, fuck it! the presentation could've been better. it could've been better. if we we're all performing!
there's nothing we can do. what's done is done and it all happens with a purpose. sad to accept that SHIT REALLY HAPPENS. =_C
back to that "who-i-want-to-be-10-years-from-now", well, i guess it lies on my hands. all i gotta do is to strive for it consistenly. work for it.
sad nga pala, Brice's school (Claret) went at PTTC nung thursday, eh kame friday. di man lang pinag-cross ang landas namin ng tadhana. sayang! anyway, eto nanaman ang kamalasan. ganun talaga.
still zest awaits for the weeks to come. I HOPE. 'cause it will certainly be a hectic schedule for us (my classmates). everyone will be engaged with many stuffs. we even lack time for some activities that we should participate in. kase naman, lagi nalang pearl, pearl pearl. section namin. ang konti na nga ng time. may mga dumadagdag pang mga gawain. na dapat may pearl, pearl, pearl! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! zest comes from hardships.. that's what i love most. still, unlucky happenings make me wanna go on with life. take note: not always. ehehe.
teka, parang ang dami ko gustong sabihin ngayon. bat kaya. normal naman ang isang linggong nagdaan. di ko na malaman kung ano uunahin ko.
gumawa kaya ako ng outline ng mga gagawin ko? or wag nalang. may gagawin pa pala kong liturgy.
o0nga pala, i thank Patrcik Buenaventura. he's not my classmate. just a plain schoolmate who gave me a very nice gift. it really made this week extreme! he gave me a cd. what cd? inside are all songs of Spongecola. grabe. saya! bait ng taong to. i owe u a lot.
so i guess, i gotta go. i hafta finish this liturgy eventually cause i hafta attend our practice for our church's 80th anniv. that is on october. fast approaching!
pero hindi eh.. may pahabol pa. o0nga pala, patrick lechuga, i don't understand why so many people like u to be my... *u know*. it was like Patrick's day yesterday 'cause everyone i bumped on to, everyone i chat with, they just mentioned your name repeteadly tell stuffs about u and asked stuffs about u. bagay daw tayo. dami na nagsabi nyan. ewan ko ba. sorry that it had to be this way. u know we can't force ourselves to like people. we just do.. when it hits us. thanks anyway for all and for what u did yeterday. take care.
happy part: may COCC na. sad part: it had to be changed to CAT-APL which by the way stands for Citizenship Advancement training-Apprenticeship Program for Leaders. it had to be changed, but it's okay. what matters most now is that we have them though there won't be any transition, we'll try everything and i mean EVERYTHING to work it out to have things the way they should be.
seriously gotta go. see ya!
shacks, last na talaga. ayaw kase paawat ng utak ko eh. i forgot to say condolence to Kariza. i hope your aunt's soul rest peacefully with God. if ever you'll be needing anything from me, if there's something i can do, never hesitate to ask.. be strong! God is there.
see ya! really, byebye na!
eto, serious, last na. shit, everytime i think of the word "bye" my mind suddenly thinks: "is there something im forgetting before i save and publish this!?" maybe that's why i just make pahabol kwento this way."
BEST LUCK to my Ice. He'll be taking tests at Ateneo this afternoon. i hope he makes it. just wish him luck. love u! mwah.
im so enthralled with yael.. cguro dahil parang si ice sya?
bye na talaga! see ya !
current mood: enthralled
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| Sunday, September 4th, 2005
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6:52 pm - its right, but why doesnt it feel right?
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here i am again, im not staying long.
there is this one guy.. who courted me.. he stopped cause i told him to. its not that i dont like him. honestly, he's really good. if we talk about effort? dang he's all filled with those. truthfully, i dont know.. i just dont feel it. also, i had to do it for the sake of my job being the G5 of the CAT batallion. cant hit two birds with one stone. after i asked him to stop it, there's this another guy, whom i also told to stop (just this summer), though i really really like him, i chose C.A.T. cause i know it wouldnt be that easy to have him with me. its clear to me that i cant do many things all at the same time. i might not realize that im being inconsiderate of some stuffs and i dont like that to happen. so then i chose. patrick asked me.. "do u love C.A.T?" i said no.. not much. i realized, maybe i do or i dont know. maybe im just doing what is right at this time. but hei, its right, but why doesnt it feel right?
after i told the other guy to stop, ice came back. the one i told to stop last summer. weird no? i thought i could refuse. i thought i could just forget about ice. but i cant. kahit pa ang layo nya. kahit ang malapit ung isa. bat ba ganun?
hei.. please, don't! don't show to much goodness, too much kindess. its not right to be given to me. cant u see im not even worth it?
im sorry. thanks anyway. i really appreciate it.. everything. trust me, i do.
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| Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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6:35 pm - a long day, though not yet through.
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a long day.. though not yet through.
last night, i went home around 12:40pm. i was with my friends, anna, micah and rojeline. we watched "The Longest Yard" at greenhills. i told my dad that i would be attending their "youth on fire" at galleria that night. which we were really gonna do. luckily, he allowed me without any conditions or whatsoever. =D sadly, Anna and Micah were both picked up at their school by their driver so late. that was around 7pm.. by 7:30 we met up with them at walter mart, (near our school..) we headed straight at their house to have dinner then went to greenhills. we waited for the last full show. that's the reason why we went home late. dad kept on texting and so was my sister. i cant blame them. i was wrong. BUT, a big but, though 'twas my fault, all the sermon that i received from dad are all damn worth it. cause hell, i wasnt able to see anna for so long. a year i guess. and we havent done this kind of bonding ever. probably, that was the first and the last. hehe. :D shocked to see him.. my dad last night.. i know he was mad.. but he didn't give me those "usual" homilies. wasnt his 100 percent. hehe
this morning i had to wake up very early because we have our batallion foramtion for our community service (CAT). by 1:30 in the morning i was already asleep. i remember setting my clock to alarm at around 5pm. and so it did. after it did, i was able to wake up. yeah, then i closed my eyes, said to myself "5mins more." SHIT, i woke up at 7am. i was gonna be late. call time was: 6:30. i was really in a hurry. the day was just beginning. i arrived at school, joined the other CAT officers in doing the "military dozen" (exercises) then some rounds of jogging. afterwards, we went on with the plans for the day.
the whole morning was great. 'twas fine. i had my lunch with my co-officers and after than i changed my shirt. i couldnt stay any longer 'cause dad might get mad again. i told him that i would be home by 12.
1pm, im home. maybe i was tired. tendency: i fell asleep. until 4:30 i was dreaming. i have so many things to do for this day, but since i fell asleep. now, im really irritated. damn irritated. but look at me, im doing this, instead of typing our church's liturgy. fyi, i am the church clerk. i have to do this and that for the church. not a bad thing. however, there are times that it just gets a lil. irritating. ayun.
now, i have to stop, and do what i really have to do.
leche, dahil nasira pa ung computer namin, di ako makagawa, sira ang computer ng church namin at walang micosoft word sa computer ng tita ko. kaya eto, ngayon.. andito ako sa computer shop. nag-iinternet na dapat ay nag-tatype. dibale, pera ko naman ang pambabayad ko sa net. hehehehehehe. at hindi sa church. magtatype na ko. baka makgkaproblema pa lalo.
at dahil sa ginawa kong to, di na tuloy ako makaka-attend sa choir practice.
see u again..
ice, i miss u.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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4:46 pm - early dismissal. =D
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im here at bebe's house. classes were dismissed very early today (around 12:20) in view of the teachers' meeting. nah, i dunno. every tuesday, i have 3 hours of vacancy. i don't have mapeh, that's why. no p.e., no music, no health and no arts. =DDDDD however, i had to attend this C.A.T meeting and pearl's meeting. after those, here i am. at clarisse's house.
bestfriend, im so sorry. i wanted u to know all those. please absorb those optimistically. love u bestfriend and im so sorry that i had to say all those in front of everybody. of all the people, im so sorry that i had to be the one to tell u those. really so sorry. sorry.
gotta go. eat daw kame. :D
hei, patrick.. im sorry. im so sorry. thanks anyway. thank u very much.
SHIT, i so like YAEL YUZON! shit.
current mood:  uncomfortable
current music: lunes - spongecola
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| Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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4:37 pm - buhay talaga..
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still i wish i was someone who im not.. i know that's not right. well, am trying to get that "thinking" out of my head. screw it. 'cause it isn't doing any good to me.
3 of my classmates just went home. we were working on our investigatory project. i hope, this one works unlike the one i worked on when i was in 3rd year high. woah.. banana for lotion. now.. cyclohexanon and bottles VS "chemical x" and bottles = better than the commercialized varnish. =D but we can't promise that it's cheaper. but i sure know that it's better.
so i guess, G3 is right, i told him that we should appreciate everything that a person does to us. seems that i myself isn't doing this lately. i know how much this guy likes me. he truly shows so much effort that i don't even what him to show. it makes me feel guilty seeing him does things for me. when i know deep in my heart, it beats ice's name and only ice's name.. god, help me please. i really dont wanna hurt this guy. but i know, with what im doing, im already hurting him. shit.
may isa pa syang magandang sinabi eh.. this is for trinity's cadets and cadettes. (4th year students) "WE TRAIN YOU NOT TO MAKE YOUR LIVES DIFFICULT BUT TO OVER COME THAT DIFFICULTIES."
later, maybe around 6pm, i have to go to the church.. choir practice. so now, im leaving.
buhbye! see ya LJ!
current mood: hungry
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| Saturday, August 13th, 2005
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3:29 pm - ice ko, dito na ulit.
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ice is here again.. tangina, ano ba? i believe u naman. but why does it seem to me that it isn't the right thing to do.
howbeit, im still happy that u came back, though i acted cold sayo this summer. sorry bout that. love ya! mwahmwah.
current mood: confused
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